Epic Worlds

The official blog of Jonathan Snyder, ADHD writer on a rampage.

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Haunted Playground

I just need to type this out.

The playground was always old. When I was a kid, don’t think I ever saw it in its prime. I’m not even sure if it ever had one. The paint on the old metal equipment was chipped, flaking off in uneven strips that revealed the deep rust beneath. The swings creaked in protest with each sway, and the merry-go-round groaned like an old man trying to stand up, and the aluminum slide was always hot in the summer whether in the sun or not. Yet, as kids, we loved it. It was ours, tucked away at the edge of the woods where no adults ever came unless they were calling us home for dinner. It was the only place where we felt free from the pressures of school and our family life.

Even now, the image of that place sits vividly in my mind. I can see the twisted bars of the jungle gym, the crooked ladder leading up to the slide, and the sandbox that always had more weeds than sand. It didn’t matter. It never mattered. We made do, as kids do. We ruled that tiny corner of the world, oblivious to its decay, its unkempt edges. But there was something about that playground I can’t forget—a game we used to play, though none of us ever really understood it. It wasn’t like tag or hide-and-seek; it felt more... important, like there were rules we just knew, even if no one taught us. To this day, I only remember bits and pieces: a riddle we’d chant, strange steps we’d take, and the way we’d laugh—except, thinking back, it didn’t always sound like us. That laughter... it was off, like it came from somewhere else, sneaking into our game without permission. Only as an adult when I see children play, it feels like a tickle in the back of my mind.

My best friend Leah loved that game more than anyone. She was always the one who seemed to know the rules, even though she never told us how she learned them. She had this grin—a crooked, teasing thing that made you feel like you were part of a secret, even if you didn’t understand it. I’d watch her as she started the game, her voice clear and confident as she called out the rhyme. The words were strange, like a song you hum but don’t really know, yet when Leah said them, they felt like magic.

Leah and I had been together for as long as I could remember. She was the kind of person who made everything fun, who turned the simplest things into adventures. I’d follow her anywhere—through the woods, onto the creaky merry-go-round, or up the jagged jungle gym. I didn’t know why, but I always felt happiest when I was with her. Back then, I didn’t understand the fluttery feeling I’d get when she laughed or looked my way; I just knew I liked being near her. And it wasn’t just me, everyone adored Leah. She was bold in a way that made us believe we could be too, just by keeping up with her.

Until one day, she wasn’t there anymore.

It happened on the playground. I remember that much, but the rest feels like trying to hold water in my hands. One minute, Leah was there, leading the game like she always did. Her ponytail swung back and forth as she laughed, her voice ringing out like it could chase away the shadows under the trees. She was on the merry-go-round, spinning so fast we all screamed at her to slow down. And then... she was gone.

I don’t mean she ran off to hide or went home because her mom called her. She just wasn’t there anymore. One second she was laughing, and the next, the merry-go-round was empty, still spinning, creaking louder than ever. We froze, staring at it like maybe she was just hiding behind the bars or crouched down where we couldn’t see. But she wasn’t.

We called her name over and over, running all over the playground and even into the woods.

“Leah! Leah, come on! Stop messing around!” I had shouted so loud my throat burned. None of us wanted to say it, but it felt like the playground had taken her—like it had sucked her up and hidden her somewhere we couldn’t go.

None of it made sense. It didn’t feel real. I kept expecting her to jump out and yell, “Gotcha!” and the longer we stood there, staring at the merry-go-round, the more it felt like something horrible had happened. We didn’t understand it. How could we? We were just kids. All we knew was Leah was gone, and we couldn’t find her. The neighbor kids that were playing had took off to get their parents but I remember remaining. That meant I was the only one who heard the sound from deep within the woods. A strange groan like steel being bent or a musician dragging their bow across a cello’s lower strings. A harsh, groaning, sound.

I ran.

The police searched the woods for weeks, but they found nothing. Eventually, the town moved on, and so did I—at least, that’s what I told myself. The sound and my friend were always in the back of my mind. I think about Leah more often than I care to admit. The way her laughter echoed through the trees, the flash of her sneakers as she climbed to the top of the jungle gym, the secretive glint in her eye when she spoke the words of that strange rhyme. She’s still there, somewhere, in the corners of my mind and the shadows of my memory. I can’t let go of the feeling that I failed her—that I let her slip through my fingers when I should have held on tighter.

Why am I telling you all this? Why am I writing my personal trauma on this website? I’m thirty-four now and I can’t stop thinking about it. Lately, it has become even harder to put at the back of my mind. It’s like a splinter, a sharp point that keeps poking no matter how much I try to ignore it. I tell myself that I’m letting work get to me or the stress of having to work two jobs just to make things work.

It began to get worse a week ago when I had would the same reoccurring dream. I was back at the playground, standing on the cracked asphalt that had once been a basketball court. The air smelled of rust and damp earth, the kind of smell that clings to old metal and forgotten places. In the dream, I heard the familiar creak of the swings, the groan of the merry-go-round, and faint laughter—high-pitched, echoing as if it were coming from underwater. There was also that strange groan but much louder than I had ever heard it before. It made my chest tighten, that sound. It was too distorted to be comforting and too familiar to be ignored. I woke up drenched in sweat, the laughter still ringing in my ears like a taunt. Ever time I had that dream, it felt as if that sound was getting closer.

I tried to make the dreams stop. Doctor’s prescription, self medicated with weed, anything. Every night, I would wake up to that cursed place. Each time, the details became clearer, sharper, and closer. I started noticing things I hadn’t as a child: the splintered wood of the slide, the warped metal of the monkey bars, the symbols scratched into the peeling paint. They were crude and jagged, shapes that seemed to shift and twist the longer I stared at them, as though the dream itself didn’t want me to understand.

I know I was lying to myself. I think it was two days ago I woke up in a cold sweat realizing the truth. Something was calling me back. I had somehow failed her, and I needed to go back and see what I could do to make it right. To stop that groan from getting her.

It’s not just about the playground anymore. It’s about Leah. About what happened that day, about the pieces of myself I left behind with her. I didn’t know if I’d find answers, but I couldn’t keep pretending. I had to go back.

I told myself it was just a visit to family, an excuse to see familiar faces and reconnect. So, one Friday after work, I gave in. I packed a small bag—just enough to make it look like a regular trip—and got in my car. The drive felt like both a return and a journey into something unfamiliar. The landmarks—old gas stations, crooked signs, and faded shops—passed by like ghostly memories, stirring up feelings I’d buried for years. The town was the same, yet different, as though it had somehow changed without me realizing it.

By the time I arrived, the sun was dipping low, casting the town in soft gold and orange hues. The evening light made everything look still. I spent time with family, catching up on small talk and listening to stories that no longer felt as familiar as they should. But even as I sat there, I could feel the pull. I knew where my thoughts kept wandering, even if I didn’t speak it aloud. The playground wasn’t far, and I could almost feel its presence, waiting patiently for me to come back.

I sat across from my parents at the kitchen table, my fingers drumming nervously against the edge. The house smelled of garlic and rosemary, and the soft hum of my mom chopping vegetables filled the air. Dad was sitting at the window, sipping his iced tea, staring out into the yard. Everything about this moment should’ve felt comforting, like it always had when I was younger.

“Hey, uh, Mom, Dad,” I began, my voice low and hesitant, “Do you remember the old playground, the one by the woods?”

My mom paused mid-chop, glancing at Dad. “Oh, sure,” she said, smiling as she wiped her hands on a towel. “That old place. You used to play there all the time with the other kids. What about it?”

I shifted in my seat, trying to figure out how to bring this up. The words felt awkward, like they didn’t quite belong in the air. “I don’t know, I’ve just been thinking about it lately,” I muttered, unable to keep the unease out of my voice.

Dad chuckled from the window, not looking at me. “That place? Good grief, it was falling apart even when you were a kid. I remember when they took down the slide. It was so rusted, they thought someone might get hurt.”

“Yeah,” I said, my eyes glued to my hands in my lap. “But do you remember how the older kids used to tell stories about it? Weird stories?”

Mom raised an eyebrow, still focused on chopping. “Stories? Well, there were always rumors, especially around Halloween. I think some kids thought it was haunted or something.” She shrugged, as if it were just another silly tale. “We always told you to stay away from that place after dark.”

I couldn’t help myself. “What kind of stories? I don’t remember any.” I pushed, my heart pounding in my chest, hoping they’d say something, anything that might make sense of the creeping dread that had settled over me.

Dad looked over at me with a smile, like he was about to tell me something funny. “Oh, you know how kids are. Ghost stories. Some said the playground was built on cursed land, or that the swings would move on their own. The usual stuff. But honestly, I think it was just a way for the older kids to scare the younger ones so they could smoke and hook up.”

I wanted to argue, to tell them that it wasn’t just a silly story. But as I looked at them, I realized they had no idea. No idea at all. To them, it was all just an old memory, something harmless and forgotten. I was the only one who remembered—really remembered. Did they even remember Leah?

Dad chuckled and took another sip of tea. “They used to say things like that about all sorts of places when we were kids. It’s just a way to make the place seem more exciting, more dangerous. It’s a playground, for crying out loud. There’s nothing to it.”

“Yeah,” I lied. “I guess you’re right.”

But even as they went back to talking about dinner, I could feel the weight of their words pressing on me. It was all so casual to them, like the playground was nothing more than a relic of childhood. As I sat there listening to them, the quiet seemed to press in even harder. I wanted to ask them more, to see if they knew anything else, but I couldn’t bring myself too. They didn’t understand. They hadn’t seen what I had seen. And for the first time in a long time, I wondered if they ever would.

After dinner, I told them I was going to drive around and check out the old places I used to hang out. They happily told me to have fun and suggested a few places like where the Blockbuster used to be or the skating rink. I had only one destination in mind.

The playground was still there, though it looked far worse than I remembered. The swings hung limply from rusted chains, their seats split and sagging. The merry-go-round had tilted to one side, its base half-buried in the ground like the earth had tried to reclaim it. The slide was nothing more than a skeletal frame now, its jagged edges jutting out like broken bones. The sandbox had been almost completely devoured by weeds, their spindly stalks reaching up past my knees. Even the jungle gym, once a centerpiece of our games, was nothing but a twisted ruin of metal.

The air was heavy, thick with a stillness that felt unnatural. It wasn’t just quiet—it was the kind of silence that pressed against your ears, making you hyper-aware of every tiny sound. My own footsteps on the cracked asphalt felt too loud, as if they were intruding on something sacred—or something forbidden. A shiver ran through me, sharp and cold, the kind that crawls down your spine when you know you shouldn’t be somewhere but can’t bring yourself to leave.

I stood there for a long time, staring at the remains of the place that had once been ours. The memories came rushing back—Leah’s laugh, the strange game we used to play, and the way the shadows always seemed to stretch a little too far here, even in the middle of the day. It all felt so wrong now, like the playground had been waiting for me to return. I clenched my fists, willing myself to move, to turn back toward the car and forget this place forever. But I couldn’t. Not yet.

Something was here. Something was waiting. And deep down, I knew I wouldn’t leave until I found it.

The wind kicked up, swirling leaves and dust around my feet as I stepped toward the swings, the last day I saw Leah playing through my mind. The cold wind gusted around me and the swings moved in a slow, rhythmic sway, creaking in protest as if they carried invisible riders. The sound grated on my nerves, each groan dragging me deeper into a memory I wished I could forget.

I hesitated before sitting down, the cold metal chains biting into my palms. As soon as I settled, a rush of déjà vu slammed into me, stealing my breath. I gripped the chains tighter, trying to steady myself, but it was no use. The sensation was overwhelming, like being caught in the pull of a tide, dragged into something far older than me. I remembered this: sitting here, the swings rocking gently, the faint sound of laughter—high-pitched, distorted, and wrong—floating on the breeze. It was laughter I didn’t want to hear again.

And then, I did.

“Ethan…”

The voices were faint at first, a lilting whisper that seemed to come from everywhere and nowhere all at once. My name, spoken in those singsong tones, sent a chill down my spine. “Ethan…” The sound grew louder, closer, yet I saw nothing. The playground was empty, a ruin of rust and decay.

“Leah?” I said hoarsely, my voice sounding as if it had forgotten how to speak. There was no response. The moon had started to crest the trees and it’s silver glow illuminating the cursed place I sat. My eyes began to roam around, senses heightened as if I was getting ready to fight.

On the slide, where faded graffiti had once scrawled vulgarities and crude drawings, new symbols emerged. They weren’t painted—they grew from the metal itself, glowing faintly in the dimming light. Their jagged edges shifted as if alive, forming words that sent my stomach plummeting:

To leave this place, you must win the game. But play it wrong, and here you’ll remain.

The game.

The words blurred as I stared at them, pulsing in rhythm with the rapid thud of my heartbeat. And then, like a door cracking open, the memories came flooding back. The rules. The steps. The twisted ritual we had followed so blindly as children, not understanding its weight. It was as if my adult brain could comprehend what I could not as a child. This was no simple fun thing but something twisted and evil.

The game. How was the game played?

I could hear Leah’s voice clearly in my mind, her excitement practically bubbling over. “Okay, Ethan, listen closely,” she would say, always eager to begin. “We have to say the words, or it doesn’t start. It’s the rules, and the rules are everything.”

I remembered how she’d lead us, the words spilling from her lips like a chant we were all supposed to know by heart. “Round and round, we spin and fall, the shadows call, the game begins.”

The memory hit me like a wave, and suddenly, I was back there, standing before the merry-go-round. The once-vibrant colors had dulled to a sickly rust, the paint chipped away by years of neglect.

I heard the chant again, Leah’s voice in my head, but it wasn’t the words that startled me—it was the way they felt. The words were like a key turning in a lock. As soon as the chant filled my mind, the playground seemed to wake.

The air around the merry-go-round thickened, pressing in on me like a heavy, suffocating blanket. I didn’t have time to think—before I knew it, I was standing on the platform, my feet unsteady, and I could hear the soft echo of children’s laughter in the distance. It was faint, but it wasn’t just any laughter—it was wrong. It sounded too high-pitched, too sharp, like it was coming from underwater, or maybe from somewhere far darker. Even though everything felt foggy, I knew that I had to play the game. If there was any chance of me going home, I had to play.

“Don’t touch it,” Leah’s voice whispered, her excitement building. “Not yet. Just wait for it to start. Hold on tight, and don’t let go.”

I was alone but I knew I wasn’t. In the deepest distance I could hear that groan that haunted me as a child. Terror gripped me as the playground seemed to shift in the moonlight. I wanted to run but then I heard it. The voice was soft, it could have been in my head but it broke through the fog.

“Don’t leave me again, Ethan.”

I stepped forward, placing my foot on the merry-go-round, and instantly, it groaned beneath me, the sound low and ominous, like the groan of something ancient. I wasn’t sure if it was the weight of the chant or the pull of something deeper, but I felt it.

“Round and round, we spin and fall, the shadows call, the game begins,” I chanted as assured as I could.

The merry-go-round started moving—slowly at first, just a hint of motion beneath my feet. How it could even do that was a mystery to me. It should have broken off its pivot but there was a perceptible tug on it. Then, with a lurch, it began to spin.

It began to move, and I leaned forward to keep my balance. I wasn’t supposed to touch it yet. I knew that much. The merry-go-round spun with a force I couldn’t comprehend, pulling me into its dizzying spiral. I should have been thrown off, but the laws of physics failed to work. I felt myself being pulled to the center of the children’s play toy. The ground beneath it seemed to dissolve, replaced by a swirling void that looked like it could swallow everything whole. My heart pounded in my chest, and I knew it was time, so I clung to one of the bars, the metal cold and slick in my grip, as the force of the spin tried to pull me into the center. I crouched and hung on for dear life.

The chant echoed in my head again, louder now, weaving its way into my thoughts like an unstoppable force. “Round and round, we spin and fall, the shadows call, the game begins.” The words seemed to reach out, clawing at me, making the air grow colder and heavier. The darkness below me felt endless, like I could fall forever. The laughter—the wrong, shrill laughter—swirled around me, a chorus of voices calling my name, calling me to join them.

I gritted my teeth, refusing to let go, my hands slick with sweat as I held on. The spin continued, faster, until I thought my arms would snap from the strain. And then, just as quickly as it started, it slowed. The world came back into focus, the void beneath me faded away, and the merry-go-round finally came to a stop, leaving me breathless and shaken, heart still pounding in my chest.

But the words—the chant—lingered. It was like they were still hanging in the air around me, waiting for the next step.

I did not realize I had my eyes until I heard her voice. Hearing it again brought tears to my eyes and I opened them.

“Ethan.”

I looked around and could not see her but I knew I heard her voice. The cracked asphalt looked like it had been pulled from the very bowels of the earth, the fissures oozing something dark and thick, like tar or blood, which stained the edges of the playground. The stench was suffocating, a rancid blend of decay and rot that made my stomach twist. I stumbled off, gasping for air, but there was no time to recover. Instinct dragging me toward the sandbox, dragging me deeper into this grotesque nightmare.

The sandbox had long been overtaken, the weeds now thick and gnarly, their twisted stalks curling like blackened fingers, reaching for me. But beneath the weeds, the sand still shifted, though not like it should. It moved unnaturally, as if something beneath it was alive, waiting, pulling the grains toward a hidden abyss. My feet sank into the sand as I stepped forward, the ground giving way like the soft belly of a rotting corpse. My hands trembled as I dropped to my knees and dug, the sand shifting around my fingers in sickening waves. And then I felt them—cold and brittle.

Bones.

Small, fragile bones.

I dug harder, the sound of cracking bone sickening, until I uncovered them fully. They weren’t just bones—they were wrong. Fragile and delicate, but they didn’t feel like they belonged to any living thing. The moment my fingers touched them, they crumbled to dust, blackened ash sticking to my skin like burnt remnants of something long forgotten. My breath caught in my throat as I scrambled back, heart racing, but the sand didn’t stop. It shifted again, curling and writhing, and as if in response, words began to form.

The shadows watch; they’ll take their due. Finish the game, or they’ll take you too.

The words burned into me, the very air around me turning cold, as if the temperature itself had dropped a hundred degrees. I looked up, chest heaving, and froze. The shadows, they stretched unnaturally long, too long, reaching across the ground like claws scraping at the earth. Their edges curled like smoke, flickering in and out of focus. But they weren’t just shadows anymore, they were figures. Children, but not the kind of children I remember. Their eyes were hollow, like empty sockets filled with darkness. Their limbs were twisted, bent at impossible angles, flickering like old film, jerky and uneven. They didn’t move closer, but I could feel them, feel their eyes burning in to me. They were unblinking. They were hungry. The air thickened with their silent watching, the suffocating pressure of their gaze, as if they were waiting for something. That groan. That damn groan echoed so close to me that it caused me to tremble uncontrollably.

I knew, deep down, that they weren’t just shadows, they were them. The children who had been lost. The ones who hadn’t gone home. They had never left.

Leah's form flickered into view, not like how I remembered her—bright and full of life—but hazy, like a dream I could barely grasp. Her voice came to me, soft and uncertain, like a child trying to explain something too big for their small world.

“Ethan,” she whispered, her voice trembling in the air around me. “I didn’t... I didn’t know… I thought we were playing.” She hesitated, her figure twisting in the air, the edges of her fading in and out like she wasn’t sure how to hold herself together. “But it wasn’t just a game, was it” I felt her confusion, her pain, swirling in the air like a cold wind. She sounded like the Leah I knew, but there was something off about the way she spoke now. Like she was trying to put together pieces of a puzzle she didn’t quite understand herself.

“I played the game by myself,” she said, her voice was barely above a whisper, and I could hear the sorrow in her tone.” I wasn’t supposed to. It told me not to, but I did it anyway. I was supposed to play with you, but I wanted to play alone.” Leah’s trailed off, and I could feel her fear, raw and unfiltered, like the first time she realized what was happening. “It took me, Ethan. It took me and I didn’t know..”

I took a step back, trying to process what she was saying, but it didn’t make sense. She sounded so young, so lost, like a child trying to understand a story that was too big for her.

“What now?” I asked her, my voice breaking looking at the little girl I once loved as a child.

“You must play the game, Ethan. You must. The game has to be finished.” Her form flickered again. “I’ve been waiting for you to come back... so we can finish it.” Her words rushed out, a mix of desperation and childlike hope, like she didn’t fully understand what she was asking me to do, but it was all she had left.

I wanted to scream, to tell her it wasn’t possible, that she was gone and trapped in this place. But the words stuck in my throat, and I could feel her eyes on me, wide and pleading, like a child who didn’t realize the full weight of what she was asking.

“Please, Ethan...” Her voice was so small now, barely a whisper. “You have to come back... come back and finish it. We have to finish the game. We have to finish before you also break the rules.”

Her figure trembled and flickered once more, her eyes wide with an innocence that twisted into something darker, something I couldn’t ignore. It wasn’t just a game. It was something far worse.

“I played it wrong, Ethan. But you can still win.”

The ground beneath me seemed to tremble as her words echoed in my mind. I didn’t want to, didn’t want to play this game with her, not like this. But I could feel her—waiting, wanting, urging me toward something I couldn’t quite understand.

And somewhere deep inside, I knew I had no choice. The game wasn’t over. It was only waiting for me to return.

I felt the weight of Leah’s gaze pressing into me, her flickering form trembling in the air around me. Her voice came again, soft but desperate, as though the words were being forced from her, one by one, like an old, worn riddle she couldn’t shake.

“The rules...” she said slowly, almost like she was piecing them together in her mind. “You have to play hide-and-seek now, Ethan. If you are found. You stay.”

The words hung in the air, sickeningly familiar, but now twisted into something far darker. I didn’t know if she understood what it meant, what it really meant, or if she was just trying to hold on to some vestige of what was once innocent. But the fear in her voice, the fear in the way she trembled, made it clear: this wasn’t the game we used to play.

Before I could respond, a shrill, high-pitched laugh echoed through the air—sharp, wrong, like a child’s laughter stretched too thin and distorted until it became something monstrous. I froze. The sound crawled up my spine and dug deep, making my heart race.

I turned toward the sound, my blood running cold as I saw a small figure emerge from the shadows, barely visible at first. The thing—whatever it was—was hunched over, its limbs twisted in a grotesque parody of a child’s posture. Its eyes were wide, black pits that seemed to stare straight into me. And then the voice came, sweet but sinister, a child's chant that held all the weight of something far older:

“Ready or not, here I come, You can run, but you can’t outrun, If I find you, you’ll be mine, So stay with me—your fate, entwined.”

My blood froze. The countdown had begun, and I had no time to think. I bolted, my heart pounding in my chest, feeling the ground tremble beneath me. I couldn’t go back to the playground, couldn’t risk being caught there. The only place that made sense was the edge of the woods, just beyond the park. It was against the rules. But then, the rules didn’t matter, not really. Not anymore.

We used to cheat in the game, laughing about it, running into the woods where the shadows were thick enough to swallow us whole. Back then, it was just part of the game—part of the fun. But now, I hoped, I prayed that the thing that haunted this place was bound by those old rules too. I needed it to be, for my own sanity.

I reached the trees, my breath ragged, my legs burning from the effort. I glanced over my shoulder, but the twisted children were already moving toward the playground, searching, scanning. I ducked low, crouching behind the thick trunks, cradling Leah—small, fragile Leah—in my arms. She felt too light, too cold in my grasp. Her form was fading, flickering, but her eyes... her eyes were wide and full of fear, still so childlike, so innocent.

“We can’t let them find you...” Leah whispered, her voice barely audible, as she buried her face into my chest.

I held her tighter, my heart hammering in my chest as I listened to the footsteps of the shadow children. The sounds of their search—scratching against the old slide, their whispering voices—sent waves of cold terror through me. They were close.

I spotted the slide just beyond the treeline, the wooden support still in place, as it had been when we played as kids. A perfect hiding spot, one of the best we’d ever found. But I knew the risk. If they saw me moving, if they caught even a glimpse of me, it would be over. I took a shaky breath and, cradling Leah as carefully as I could, moved toward the slide.

We just made it behind the wooden beams in time. I could hear their footsteps getting closer, the scraping of something unnatural skimming the ground, but I didn’t dare look. I held my breath, my pulse thundering in my ears as I pressed Leah close to me. We were so close to being found. The seconds felt like hours. I could feel her heart beating in time with mine, a fragile rhythm that kept us tethered to the world of the living. The shadows were so close. So close. One more step and—

I heard it. The shift in the air, the ripple in reality that made everything seem to falter, to stretch and snap like an old film reel. The ground trembled beneath me, and then, just as quickly as it had begun, everything stopped. Leah’s voice, small but filled with relief, fluttered in the air around me. “You did it, Ethan... You won...” She smiled, though it was a strange, unearthly smile—too wide, too knowing for a child. “You can go home now.” But as she spoke those words, the weight of the moment hung in the air, thick and heavy. I knew the game was over... for now. But something in Leah’s tone, something in the way she smiled, made me realize this was never the end.

I released Leah and she took a few steps back, her form solidying into the unruly child with bright eyes and wild pony tail. Her eyes—those wide, innocent eyes—stared up at me with a mixture of sadness.

“I’ll take you back, Leah,” I whispered, my voice shaking, but resolute. I left her once; I wasn’t going to leave her again. “We’ll leave this place together. I’ll make sure it never hurts you again. I promise. I’m grown up now! And I’ll take care of you just like I promised back then.”

Her small hand—so cold, so light—rested gently in my hand, and she smiled, but it was not the smile I remembered. It was something different, something hollow and sad. Her voice came soft, almost as if she were speaking through a veil of grief.

“You can’t,” she said, her words curling around me like smoke. “I broke the rules a long time ago, Ethan. I told you. I was the one who played alone... and now, I belong to it.”

I felt the air grow colder around me, a pressure building in my chest. A sudden weight seemed to settle on my heart, pulling me down.

“No,” I murmured, shaking my head desperately. “That’s not true. I can still save you. I can get you out of here. We’ll go back. You’ll be safe. We’ll go home.”

But Leah’s expression softened, and she shook her head, her eyes glistening with something that could have been sorrow, or something far darker, something ancient.

“It’s already too late, Ethan,” she said gently, as though explaining something that was far beyond my understanding. “It’s already taken me. It’s been so long, and I’ve been waiting for you. Just seeing you again before I fade completely.”

I felt something twist inside me, an aching knot of grief, of helplessness. She had been waiting for me. She had been alone, all this time, trapped in this place where the game never ended. Where the rules were twisted, perverted by something ancient and hungry. It had aged her in ways I hadn’t expected. I looked up then, instinctively, drawn to the edge of the woods. And that’s when I saw it.

At the edge of the trees, just out of reach of the light, there was something impossibly large, stretching beyond comprehension. It was a shadow, or perhaps many shadows, writhing together, indistinguishable from one another, but each one moving in ways that defied the laws of nature. The shape of it was grotesque, an endless mass of limbs and whispers, groaning, the sound that had haunted my childhood, echoing through the air like a thousand suffering souls.

I staggered back, my chest tightening with terror.

“That...” I whispered, voice trembling. “That’s... what took you. It’s still here. I—I can’t leave you to it, Leah.”

Leah’s form flickered harder as if she was beginning to fade completely. Her voice seemed to come from all around me, like a breeze whispering through the leaves.

“You can’t save me, Ethan. I’m already lost to it. It’s too late... but you...” She trailed off, a warmth spreading across her face, a moment of peace. “I saved you.”

I swallowed hard, my throat tight. Every part of me wanted to run, to save her, to drag her away from this nightmare. But as I looked at her—really looked at her—I saw the truth in her eyes.

She was right.

The shadows at the edge of the woods shifted again, and I felt them pull at me, pulling me toward the darkness, like a magnet of dread. My chest tightened, and I knew I couldn’t stay here, not any longer. But I didn’t want to leave her.

“I’m sorry,” I whispered, my voice breaking. “I’ll find a way. I’ll fix this.” Leah’s smile softened, and I could swear I saw a tear shimmer in her eye, though it vanished as quickly as it came.

“Thank you, Ethan,” she murmured, almost too softly to hear. “But it’s... it’s enough. Just knowing you’re here, just knowing you care... I can let go now.” And then, as if she had never been there at all, Leah faded into the air, leaving only the hollow, lingering feeling of loss and sorrow in her place. I stood there for a long moment, staring at the empty space where she had been. The weight of the shadows pressed on me, and I could hear the groaning grow louder, the monstrous thing waiting just out of sight. I turned, my heart heavy with the knowledge that I couldn’t save her, couldn’t undo what had been done.

But I could still try to escape. I could still try to survive.

The shadows pressed in around me, suffocating in their weight, but something stirred in my mind—like a flicker of light in a dark room. I remembered the rhyme. Leah’s voice echoed in my head, soft and unyielding, despite the horrors surrounding me:

“To escape, you must go down where they once slid, Through the hollow, the dark, where the others hid.”

The slide. It had always been there, towering in the corner of the playground, a darkened tunnel of metal that twisted into the unknown. I had never thought to go down it before, never dared to. But now, the rhyme had given me a path, a way out. At least, that’s what I told myself.

My heart pounded as I turned toward the slide, the one place I had always avoided. The dark hole at the top seemed to leer at me, waiting, promising nothing good. It was different now. The slide wasn’t just an object; it was a doorway. A gateway into something unspeakable. And it was calling me. I took a step toward it, the air around me heavy with the scent of mildew and decay. The slide groaned under the weight of the past, as if it had been waiting for me all this time. Each step felt like it was pulling me deeper into the nightmare, but I couldn’t stop. The rhyme played over and over in my mind, like a chant that forced my legs to move.

I climbed the ladder slowly, my hands slick with sweat, the metal cold under my fingertips. The laughter, distorted and far away echoed in the distance. It wasn’t the children’s laughter anymore. It was something else. Something hungry.

Reaching the top, I hesitated. The opening at the top of the slide was black, as if it led straight into the void. I could feel the darkness pressing against me, just out of sight, like a thousand eyes watching. It took everything in me to push forward, to crouch and lower myself into the dark tunnel. The instant I began to slide, the world changed. The air became thick, like molasses, dragging me downward, the sensation so wrong that I felt my insides twist with panic. The slide was too tight, too narrow, the walls closing in on me. It didn’t feel like metal beneath me; it felt like something alive—slick and writhing, pulling me deeper, faster, until I could barely breathe.

And then, the sounds started. Whispers. Low, guttural murmurs that echoed inside the slide. Voices. Children’s voices. Leah’s voice. They weren’t calling to me, though. They were calling for something else, something far worse, and it was too late for me to stop it now. I couldn’t move. I was trapped in the slide, racing toward whatever waited at the end.

My heart hammered, my chest tight, but I couldn’t scream. My mouth was dry, my breath coming in sharp gasps. The slide jerked suddenly, and I thought for a moment that I would be ripped apart, that I would be crushed in the dark. But then, just as quickly as it began, it stopped.

I hit the ground hard, tumbling forward and landing on my hands and knees, the air around me thick with the smell of rot. I could feel the slide behind me, but it was gone. The playground was gone as if the last of it had collapsed, the vestiges sticking up from the gravel lot like bones of a dead creature. The shadows, the laughter, the thing that had been waiting in the woods, they were all gone.

I slowly pushed myself to my feet, my body trembling from the shock, from the darkness.

The world around me had shifted. It was the same, but different. The air was still heavy, but there was a faint light now, a glow that came from nowhere and everywhere at once. It was as if I had crossed some threshold, some boundary between what was real and what was not.

The light that filtered through the trees was soft at first, a faint glow creeping into the corners of the world. It felt like a new day was beginning, but I knew better. It wasn’t the start of anything. The sun’s rise didn’t erase what had happened. The warmth on my skin felt foreign, like a reminder that the world had moved on without me, while I was still trapped in the echo of that game.

I stood there, staring out into the quiet woods. The shadows had receded, but their presence lingered, like a weight pressing against my chest. Leah’s voice, her laughter, the rhyme—it all felt so distant now, like a fading dream I couldn’t remember clearly.

But I remembered her. I remembered the look in her eyes when she’d told me she couldn’t leave. The moment when she explained that she had broken the rules long ago, that she was it’s now—she belonged to whatever dark thing had claimed this place. That’s what tore at me. The finality of it. Her fate was sealed, and I couldn’t save her. I hadn’t been able to save her when it had mattered, and I wouldn’t be able to save her now. The truth of it was worse than the unanswered questions. The not-knowing had always gnawed at me, like an itch I couldn’t scratch, but to face the truth—that she was lost to that place, bound to something ancient and hungry—was a kind of pain I couldn’t escape.

I thought I might feel relief, as if the horror were behind me, but I didn’t. I felt... empty.

There were no more riddles, no more clues to follow. The game had ended, but it didn’t matter. I’d won, but only in the way a prisoner wins when they’re given an empty cell instead of chains. The victory was hollow. I would go home, sure. But home wouldn’t be the same. It couldn’t be. The sun continued its slow climb, casting golden light on the twisted trunks of trees, on the damp earth where the shadows had once stretched so long and so dark. The world around me was peaceful now, but I knew it wasn’t real peace. It was a fragile kind of calm, like the stillness after a storm before the next one hits.

I turned away from the woods, my body aching, and I started walking. The air smelled different now—fresher, less oppressive. But the weight of what I had learned pressed down on me like a heavy cloak. I couldn’t unsee it. Leah’s fate, her broken innocence, her voice fading into the void... it was all a part of me now. Something I couldn’t shake off.

And the worst part? I knew, deep down, that I would never be free of it. Not really. There was no going back to the way things were before. The game wasn’t over. It had only moved on, waiting for the next player.

I just hoped it would be a long time before someone else had to take my place.

Haunted Playground” by Freepik. Used with Permission.

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Tags: #fantasy #shortstory

Wild Forest

Deep in the ancient woods, where sunlight struggled to pierce through the dense canopy of gnarled branches, there lived a girl named Lila. Her father called her “wild-hearted,” for no threat of wolves or whispers of spirits could keep her from wandering the forest paths. The village elders said she was reckless, but she thought them cowards who saw shadows where there were none. Lila trusted her instincts, and they had never led her astray—until that night.

The day had begun like any other. Lila set out at dawn with her woven basket, eager to gather mushrooms and berries. She knew every path, every clearing, and every tree older than her father. Yet, by the time the golden hour bathed the forest in an amber haze, Lila realized she had wandered too far.

The trees here stood unnaturally still. Their trunks twisted like the spines of ancient beasts, and their leaves whispered secrets in a language she could not understand. A shiver ran down her spine as she noticed something peculiar—there was no sound. No birds sang, no squirrels chittered, not even the wind dared to disturb this place.

“Just a little farther,” Lila murmured to herself, clutching her basket tightly. She thought she saw the glint of a stream ahead, its silvery promise of fresh water pulling her forward.

The stream was there, but so was something else.

It stood on the opposite bank, motionless, a silhouette against the twilight gloom. At first, Lila thought it was a person tall, gaunt figure draped in what looked like a cloak made of shadows. But then she noticed the gaps. Its form wasn’t solid but riddled with empty spaces, as if pieces of it had been carved away.

Its face—or what should have been its face—was worse. It was smooth, featureless, and pale, like bone polished by years of wind and rain. Yet, Lila could feel its gaze upon her, heavier than any pair of eyes.

“Hello?” she called, her voice trembling.

The entity tilted its head. The movement was unnaturally slow, deliberate, like a marionette being guided by invisible strings. She had heard of these in stories around the campfire. Hollow Walkers.

Lila stepped back, her boots sinking into the damp moss. Every instinct screamed at her to run, but something rooted her in place. The figure raised one hand, its long fingers ending in sharp points, and pointed toward the dark woods behind it.

“Follow.”

The voice wasn’t spoken aloud. It echoed inside her head, cold and hollow, like wind whistling through a broken flute.

Lila’s heart hammered in her chest, yet her feet moved unbidden. She crossed the stream, the icy water soaking her boots, and stood before the Hollow Walker. Up close, the air around it felt wrong, too cold for the summer evening.

“Why?” she managed to whisper.

It did not answer. Instead, it turned and began moving through the forest, its movements eerily silent. Lila hesitated only a moment before following, her curiosity warring with her fear.

The path it led her down was one she had never seen before, though it seemed impossibly ancient. The trees arched overhead, their gnarled branches forming a tunnel that blocked out the sky. Strange fungi glowed faintly along the roots, casting the ground in a sickly green light.

“Where are you taking me?” Lila asked.

It did not answer.

The Hollow Walker glided ahead, its form an unsettling shadow among the glowing fungi and ancient trees. Lila followed hesitantly, her every instinct urging her to turn back. But a deeper curiosity compelled her forward, mingling with a strange sense of trust she couldn't explain.

The unnatural tunnel seemed endless, yet the eerie green light of the fungi provided just enough illumination to keep her from stumbling. As she walked, her thoughts strayed to the stories she had heard as a child—whispers of ancient guardians and places lost to time.

“Why me?” she asked aloud, her voice trembling but steady enough to carry.

“You are wild-hearted,” It finally said, the voice echoed in her mind, resonant and cold. “You see where others fear to look. You hear where others refuse to listen.” The compliment, if it was one, sent a chill down her spine. She tightened her grip on her basket, the rough weave grounding her.

Finally, the tunnel widened into a vast clearing. At its center stood a great stone altar, overgrown with glowing moss and vines. Around it, the air shimmered with faint, golden light. It was beautiful, yet there was a sadness to it, as though the place had been waiting too long for someone to come.

The Hollow Walker stopped before the altar and turned to face her. Up close, its form was even stranger. The gaps in its body seemed to shift and swirl, revealing glimpses of distant stars and endless voids.

“Restore the light,” it said, raising its long, pointed fingers toward the altar. “The forest suffers. The balance falters.”

Lila hesitated, her gaze flickering to the altar. “How?” she asked. “What can I do?”

The Hollow Walker extended its hand, palm upward. Resting there was a small, glowing seed, pulsing faintly like a heartbeat. It was warm, a stark contrast to the icy presence of the Walker.

“Plant it,” the voice said.

Taking a deep breath, Lila stepped forward. Her fear melted into determination as she knelt before the altar. She brushed aside the glowing moss, revealing rich, dark soil beneath. Carefully, she pressed the seed into the ground and covered it. For a moment, nothing happened.

Then, a soft hum filled the air. The ground beneath her hands warmed, and a golden light began to spread from the spot where the seed was buried. Tiny shoots emerged, growing impossibly fast, twisting upward into a radiant tree. Its branches sparkled with crystalline leaves, and its trunk shimmered with veins of gold. The light it cast was warm and soothing, chasing away the cold, eerie atmosphere of the forest.

Lila stood, brushing dirt from her hands. “What happens now?” she asked, her voice steadier than she expected.

“The forest will heal. And so will you.”

Before she could ask what it meant, the Hollow Walker began to dissolve. Its shadowy form scattered like smoke in the wind, leaving only a faint shimmer where it had stood. For a moment, she thought she felt its gratitude, a quiet warmth that settled in her chest.

The forest around her transformed. The twisted trees straightened, their leaves regaining vibrant greens. Birds began to sing, and the air filled with the sound of rustling leaves and babbling streams. It was as though life had returned in an instant.

Lila smiled, her fear replaced by awe. She turned to leave, her heart lighter than it had been in years. As she retraced her steps, the glowing fungi dimmed, their purpose fulfilled. When she emerged back into the familiar parts of the forest, the golden hour sunlight warmed her face.

Fantasy Forest” by sebilden is licensed under CC BY 2.0.

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tags: #uspol #musing #essay

When I booted up my laptop, opened the drafting page to my #writefreely blog, I did not know what i would write. What you are reading is a flow of consciousness I am making while I try to process my feelings, thoughts, and opinions around the events the world has been going through.

When humanity came out of the COVID pandemic, many thought (including myself) that hope and reason were back on the horizon. President Biden, though not a really good choice, had done a lot to try and improve the damage done by Donald Trump, the vaccine was going quickly, the economy was rebuilding, and we were improving faster than many countries around the world. The United States was back on track to become a trusted ally again with the rest of the world. Then 2024 happened.

We have now dealing with: + The election of a convicted felon to the office of the presidency. + The attempted overthrow of the South Korean government. + The assassination of the CEO of United Healthcare. + The current president Biden considering preemptive pardons to stop the inevitable revenge from the adjudicated rapist.

What the fuck is going on?

There is so much hate.

It's unfortunate but I have a sneaky suspicion that we have reached a point in our modern civilization where the cracks that we have been pretending don't exist are no so exposed that there is no way to continue hiding it. There is only one collective emotion left. Hate.

MAGA supporters voted in a criminal because they hate the liberals. The assassin who killed the United Healthcare CEO appears to have done it out of hate for insurance(This is based on reporting at the time of this article about the writing on the bullets that mock the tactics of insurance companies to not pay out claims), and the hate of people against others.

I am not a soothsayer nor a political analyst but the writing on the wall seems the point of changing our course towards the violence that is coming was back in 2015. The hate is not going to go away until it burns itself out and it's going to be destructive.

The Next Four Years

I am an optimist. I want to believe the best of people but I have also studied enough history to know when people get this angry, there is very little that can be done to stop it. Under Trump (I refuse to call a convicted criminal President), we are going to see the christo-fascist Nazis exact revenge for the perceived slights of 2020 to 2024. We're going to see worse than children in cages if the Republicans in Congress don't wake up.

I don't have a lot of hope but I do know that I haven't given up. I plan to continue to help my fellow humans, but I have reached the point that I think people are done talking because nobody was listening.

Violence is never the answer until you make it the only answer left.

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Tags: #uspol #politics

Even when I wrote the title for this post, I could feel how much that the sentence failed to capture the feeling everyone who wasn't a fascist was feeling. The 2024 #election did not go the direction that a lot of people thought. I mean, look at how much the #gop was fighting to change laws, to purge voter rolls, and all the other nefarious plans to steal the election. They thought they were going to lose as much as the #Democrats thought they were going to win. Everyone was caught off guard.

Since then, I have watched the hastags on the #fediverse, followed some of the content of YouTubers that I trust and caught up on a lot of the talk on corpo social media. There is a few things I found that surprised me.

Everyone is Standing Together

I think the thing that surprised me the most is that across the internet among the communities I follow, there have been an outpouring of support for the vulnerable groups that are going to be targeted by thew new regime coming in. Support links, advice, mentions of communities they can hide in. I did not see anything like this in the 2016 election.

I'm confident it is because we know what we're getting into but instead of just fury, there is also the helping of one another. That brought me to tears more than the loss of the election.

In a country that I had thought had lost this, I was happy to see that I was wrong. I'm doing better today because of the kindness and camaraderie that I have seen.

All is Not Lost

I know I say this and it has been only three days since the election loss. But I think it is something that needs to be said. We all had a lot of hope that the healing that President Biden had been bringing to this country after the damage Trump inflicted would continue under Vice President Harris. No, she was not the best choice but she was the only choice we had in time and I think the best chance of trying to win. She ran a good campaign and I'm proud of have had a sign for her and voted for her.

The reason I say there is hope in these coming times is because of the following things:

  • Even if the GOP have a trifecta (control of the House, Senate, and White House), the cowardly Republicans are going to still play it safe when it comes to their own seats. They are still at the whim of their voters and things like Project 2025 have been detested by Americans on both sides of the line. I'm thinking that they may start small to see how much they can get away with and we have the ACLU to fight them tooth and claw. (The ACLU is always looking for donations to help the good fight).
  • We only have to wait two years before we can vote again to remove the assholes from power. The House of Representatives come up once every two years and if you remember, the Trump Economy and situation was so bad, that the GOP lost so many seats. Also in the 2026 mid terms, not only are the 435 House seats not back open, 35 Senate seats will also and more than half of them held by Republicans.
  • You are still here. I don't want this to sound hokey but you are still here. We were beaten, we are angry and disgusted at what our fellow citizens chose. But we are still here to fight for the rights of people to be safe, to be themselves, and for women to have full autonomy of their bodies. Right now there is nothing we can do but the time is coming to fight back again.

It will be dark Before it Becomes light

I won't lie to you or ramp my optimism up to 1000%. What is coming is dark and we are about to go through some bad times again. Unlike 2016, we know how bad of a leader Trump and his sycophants are but this time, we're dealing with someone who looks as if they are in the throes of dementia, who cares nothing for anyone but himself, and ready to appoint Nazis to positions of power.

Don't give up! We have been lucky that many of the fascists in Trump's circle are stupid. I mean, they wrote their entire plan out in a manifesto and published it for the world to see. They gave us the blueprint on how to block them.

But even stupid fascists are dangerous. We will need to keep putting pressure on our representatives and senators to make sure they don't stray (or give into their worst impulses if you live in a red state) and continue to point out that we are up against actual Nazis and that we will not accept a Christo-fascist theocracy. I believe in separation of Church and State and it is our right to speak, believe, and live the way we want to.

Hang in there! We'll get through this together.

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If you've spent any time with Japanese media, you've likely encountered the story of a character being pursued by multiple members of the opposite gender. This is the hallmark of the harem genre, which has become both popular and somewhat controversial over the years (Ayers). While the concept may seem familiar, especially with its historical roots, the harem genre in Japanese media is quite different from its Western associations.

In the West, the term “harem” typically suggests the image of a group of women collected for the pleasure of nobility, sometimes linked with the idea of a brothel (“Harem”). However, in Japanese culture, the meaning is less about possession or sexual fantasy and more aligned with feelings of affection and romantic interest. The harem genre is considered a form of moé (萌え), a term used to describe the strong emotional attachment or affection felt towards characters in anime, manga, video games, and other media directed at the otaku community. Moé can refer to affection for any subject, but in the context of the harem genre, it captures the romantic attention the protagonist receives (“Moe (slang)”).

In the Japanese context, a harem typically involves three or more characters of the opposite gender who are romantically or affectionately interested in the protagonist. While most harem stories feature a male protagonist surrounded by female pursuers, there are also examples where the roles are reversed or where the characters are of the same gender (“Tropes”). This emotional and romantic dynamic, rather than a purely sexual one, is what defines the harem genre in Japan, making it distinct from the traditional Western view.

Classical Literature and Early Influences and Early influence on the Genre

The idea of romantic entanglements and relationships involving multiple love interests isn't new to Japanese storytelling. Long before the modern harem genre became popular in anime and manga, these themes were explored in classical Japanese literature. One of the best-known examples is The Tale of Genji, written by Murasaki Shikibu in the 11th century. Often called the world’s first novel, The Tale of Genji revolves around the life of Hikaru Genji, a nobleman known for his numerous romantic relationships. Genji’s love life is complex, as he juggles affection for several women, each with her own distinct role in his story. While the tone is serious and deeply emotional, these entangled relationships are early examples of the kind of romantic complexity we now see in the harem genre.(“The Editors of Encyclopaedia Britannica”)

The Tale of Genji digs deep into the emotions and societal rules surrounding love and desire. Genji’s relationships aren’t just casual affairs, they involve a lot of emotional and social intricacies. For example, his secret love for his stepmother and his encounters with women from various social classes bring out themes of jealousy, obligation, and heartache. These themes where the protagonist is surrounded by multiple romantic interests, leading to complicated situations—are very similar to what we see in modern harem stories. Even though The Tale of Genji doesn’t have the lighthearted or comedic tone typical of today’s harem genre, it laid some of the groundwork for exploring relationships in this way. Besides The Tale of Genji, other early Japanese works also played with the idea of love triangles or multiple lovers. For instance, stories like the Ise Monogatari and Tosa Nikki tell tales of protagonists caught up in romantic relationships with more than one partner. These stories, like Genji’s, dealt with the emotional complexity and social consequences of such relationships, something that’s still present in modern harem narratives, though often with a more humorous or exaggerated twist.

When we compare these classical works to today’s harem genre, we can see a big difference in tone. The older stories were more about emotional depth and navigating social expectations, while modern harem anime and manga tend to lean more into comedy, fantasy, or even fanservice. Still, the basic concept of a central character being pursued by multiple romantic interests has remained a constant theme throughout the ages.

Post-War Era and the Rise of Manga/Anime

The modern harem genre really began to take shape in post-war Japan, especially through manga and anime. After World War II, Japan underwent a lot of cultural shifts, including changes in how stories were told in popular media. Manga and anime became huge platforms for exploring all kinds of new themes, including romance. As Japanese society began to rebuild, there was a shift in cultural norms and expectations when it came to pursuit of a marriage partner. (von Feigenblatt 643) Japanese culture at the time focused on stability with family building instead of any love or attraction between the partners but with the introduction of western ideals, young men and women who survived the war began to prioritize compatibility over what was previously expected. (von Feigenblatt 644)

One of the most influential early examples of the harem genre in manga and anime is Urusei Yatsura (1978-1987) by Rumiko Takahashi. The story follows a young man, Ataru Moroboshi, who finds himself caught in a chaotic love triangle with an alien princess, Lum, and several other women. What makes Urusei Yatsura so important is how it introduced comedy and the unexpected circumstance into the genre. Ataru’s constant misunderstandings and the attention he receives from multiple women—each with unique quirks—became a blueprint for future harem stories. The combination of humor, romantic tension, and a bit of chaos made the series wildly popular and set the tone for how the harem genre would evolve.

As we moved into the 1990s, interactive media like visual novels and dating sims became a big part of the harem genre’s development. These games allowed players to step into the role of a central character who could interact with multiple love interests, choosing different paths and outcomes. Dating sims let players experience the fantasy of being pursued by various romantic partners, each with their own storyline. This interactive element deepened audience engagement, as fans could shape the romantic narrative themselves. These types of games made the harem dynamic even more popular, and they helped solidify the genre’s place in Japanese pop culture.

The Modern Harem Genre and Its Popularization

By the 1990s and early 2000s, the harem genre experienced a major boom, solidifying its place in Japanese pop culture. During this period, key works like Love Hina (1998-2001) and Tenchi Muyo! (1992) set the foundation for what would become the standard tropes of the genre. Love Hina is often credited with popularizing the idea of a male protagonist surrounded by several female love interests, each with distinct personalities and backgrounds. The story follows Keitaro, a clumsy, well-meaning guy who becomes the manager of an all-girls dormitory. As expected, romantic tension, misunderstandings, and comedic situations arise as the female characters develop feelings for him. Similarly, Tenchi Muyo! follows Tenchi Masaki, who finds himself in a similar situation when a group of alien women move into his home, creating chaos and romantic tension.

Both series helped to cement the harem genre’s defining characteristics. At the heart of these stories is the dynamic between a central, often average male protagonist and multiple women who are romantically interested in him. The genre typically blends romantic tension with lighthearted comedy, often through misunderstandings, awkward situations, and, at times, suggestive or ecchi elements. This combination of humor and romance is key to the genre's appeal, allowing it to reach a broad audience. The formula often creates a sense of escapism, where viewers can enjoy the fantasy of being the center of attention in an otherwise impossible romantic situation.

As the genre grew in popularity, subgenres and variations began to emerge. One of the most notable offshoots is the reverse harem, where the roles are flipped, and a female protagonist is surrounded by multiple male love interests. Examples like Fushigi Yûgi, Fruits Basket and Ouran High School Host Club brought the genre to women. In these stories, the female protagonist faces a similar dynamic—navigating romantic attention from multiple male characters while dealing with comedic and dramatic situations.

It did not take long for authors and mangaka to begin blending this moe with other popular styles like taking the seinen action stories and blending them to create action harem. This is where the romantic plot is interwoven with high-stakes battles and supernatural elements. High School DxD light novels and following anime are a prominent example of this subgenre as is believed to be one that popularized this type.

Conclusion

The harem genre has evolved significantly from its early roots in classical Japanese literature to become a defining element of modern manga, anime, and visual media. What began with stories like The Tale of Genji, which explored complex romantic entanglements, has transformed into a genre that offers both humor and escapism, reflecting deeper cultural ideals about love, relationships, and societal roles. From the post-war emergence of manga and anime, with pioneering works like Urusei Yatsura, to the rise of interactive visual novels in the 1990s, the genre has continually adapted to meet the changing tastes of its audience.

Harem stories have left a lasting impact on contemporary media, not just in Japan but worldwide. The genre’s appeal, particularly in the way it creates fantasies of choice and agency in relationships, has resonated across cultural boundaries. It has also inspired variations like the reverse harem and action-oriented harems, ensuring its broad reach and lasting popularity.

References

  • Ayers, Nelson. “Demystifying the Enduring Popularity of the Harem Genre.” 33rd Square, Urban Walkabout Ltd, 4 Nov. 2023, www.33rdsquare.com/demystifying-the-enduring-popularity-of-the-harem-genre/. Accessed 24 Oct. 2024.
  • The Editors of Encyclopaedia Britannica. “The Tale of Genji | History, Summary, and Importance.” Encyclopedia Britannica, 29 Aug. 2024, www.britannica.com/topic/The-Tale-of-Genji
  • Tropes, Contributors to Tv. “Harem Genre.” TV Tropes, 30 Sept. 2024, tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/HaremGenre. Accessed 22 Oct. 2024
  • von Feigenblatt, Otto Federico. “A socio-cultural analysis of romantic love in Japanese harem animation: A Buddhist monk, a Japanese knight, and a samurai.” Journal of Asia Pacific Studies 1.3 (2010): 636-646.
  • Wikipedia contributors. “Harem.” Wikipedia, The Free Encyclopedia. Wikipedia, The Free Encyclopedia, 22 Oct. 2024. Web. 24 Oct. 2024.
  • Wikipedia contributors. “Moe (slang).” Wikipedia, The Free Encyclopedia. Wikipedia, The Free Encyclopedia, 10 Oct. 2024. Web. Accessed 24 Oct. 2024

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Episode 3: The Basement

Tags: #pemberton #comedy #shortstory

The Pembrooke Mall was an odd place. Its reputation, nestled in the middle of nowhere and shaped like a double H, had become legendary among the few who dared to enter. It was home to a motley crew of store owners, each weirder than the last. And, as the new manager, Alex Taylor’s days were a peculiar blend of bureaucracy and bizarre encounters. Today, his mission was to locate the elusive supply closet in the basement, as dictated by the faded notes left by his predecessor. It was supposed to be a well-lit room stocked with the mall’s most expensive supplies, a sanctuary of sorts for the beleaguered manager. The problem was the notes also mentioned the basement was a labyrinthine maze that he never really explored.

It was one of the few things that he had not had a chance to do yet. The old manager had told him that this mall had been built on a failed project. An underground parking garage of all things and that the first two basement floors were used by the mall. The manager was also clear that they were only to use the first-floor basement and avoid the second floor as much as possible. She never did explain why.

Alex, armed with his flashlight, descended the cement stairs to the first-floor basement. The air was cool and a lot nicer than he had anticipated. The floors were cement, but they were well kept and clean. It almost felt like an office space with the rooms down each corridor. One would have thought he was in a skyscraper if it hadn’t been descending into the bowels of the Earth. The fluorescent lights flickered intermittently though, casting eerie shadows that danced along the walls.

‘I don’t want to spend too much time here,’ Alex thought to himself as he pocketed his flashlight. There was enough light down here.

As Alex reached the bottom of the stairs, he sighed and chose a hallway to go down. There were a lot of rooms and there weren’t any instructions on which held the expensive fluorescent lights he needed. He fumbled with his keys, trying each one, and was met with varying degrees of success. Some doors opened to reveal nothing more than forgotten inventory – old boxes of vinyl records, discarded mannequins, and a collection of broken shopping carts. Others, however, yielded more peculiar sights: a room full of vintage bowling trophies, another with a collection of porcelain cats, and one particularly unsettling space filled with nothing but taxidermied animals dressed in tiny, ill-fitting clothing.

“Why does this place have so many weird rooms?” Alex muttered to himself, his eyes skimming over a particular rabbit in a bowler hat. The silence was deafening, broken only by the distant hum of the basement lights. Every step he took seemed to echo through the hollow basement. It was just plain weird down here.

A flicker of movement caught Alex's eye. He froze, his heart pounding. Why had the basement gone to feeling creepy and that someone was out to get him? It was bright down here but the entire place had taken on an eerie feeling.

‘Why did I ever agree to this job? I should have taken that desk job at the insurance company.’ He thought to himself.

It was at the end of the corridor Alex noticed that the lights were not working and out of it a figure emerged. Alex squinted, his breath catching in his throat. The figure stepped into the light; its identity became clear. Relief washed over Alex, but it was quickly replaced by bewilderment. What on earth is Jean-Luc doing down here?

Jean-Luc Dubois was known for his outlandish taste in fashion – the kind that made him look like he had raided a circus wardrobe and then vomited on a thrift store. Today was no exception. Neon green blazer, check. Polka dot trousers, check. Mismatched socks – one orange, the other purple – double check. His ensemble was a visual assault that made Alex's eyes hurt just to look at.

‘Seriously, does he dress in the dark?’

“Jean-Luc?” Alex managed to get out. “What are you doing down here?”

Jean-Luc smiled at Alex, his face breaking into a wide grin. “Ah, mon cher Alex! What a delightful surprise to see you down here in the bowels of Pembrooke Mall!”

‘Great, even in the basement, he can't dial down the drama.’

“I... I could ask you the same thing,” Alex replied, trying to steady his voice and regain some semblance of composure. “Why are you here?”

Jean-Luc chuckled, a high-pitched sound that echoed eerily off the basement walls. Of course he laughs like a supervillain. If anyone else didn’t know who he was, they would have thought he was an escaped serial killer. Jean-Luc was the sweetest man anyone could have met in this life.

“Ah, my dear Alex, the basement is a treasure trove of forgotten wonders! I come here to seek out the peculiar and the bizarre, the things that others have abandoned but which still hold a certain... charm.”

Alex's mind was still reeling from the sight of Jean-Luc's outfit, but he couldn't deny a growing curiosity about what other oddities this basement might hold. “I see. Well, I'm looking for the supply closet. The one with the expensive stuff. Have you seen it?”

Jean-Luc’s eyes sparkled with mischief. “Ah, the elusive supply closet! But, my dear Alex, you must tread carefully down here. There are rules, you know. Very important rules.”

Alex raised an eyebrow, his curiosity piqued. “Rules? What kind of rules?”

Jean-Luc leaned in, lowering his voice to a dramatic whisper. The neon green of his blazer still blinding. “First, always bring a flashlight. The darkness down there can be quite deceptive.”

“Down there. You mean the second-floor basement,” Alex asked. “The one the previous manager told me to avoid at all costs?”

“Oh! You heard of it! Excellent!”

That was not comforting.

“Second,” Jean-Luc continued, his eyes wide with exaggerated seriousness, “never speak above a whisper. The echoes down here have a way of attracting... unwanted attention.”

“What are you—-” Alex replied with a raised eyebrow. For the first time, Alex was reconsidering Jean-Luc of being harmless. Maybe it was good he had the flashlight.

“And finally,” Jean-Luc’s voice dropped to a conspiratorial murmur, “ignore the female voice asking you questions.”

Who knew what this guy was smoking in his store that was only open Tuesday and Thursday at weird times.

“Just trust me, Alex. It’s best not to engage. The basement has its quirks, and some are best left undisturbed.”

“Right. I guess I’ll take your word for it.”

Yeah. Jean-Luc also missed the sarcasm.

“Good, good!” Jean-Luc said, clapping his hands together. “Now, if you’ll excuse me, I have some fashion reconstructions to complete.”

With that, Jean-Luc strutted off down a corridor, his mismatched outfit a beacon of bizarre fashion. Alex watched him go, still trying to process the surreal encounter. Alex watched him go and make the turn for the stairs and then glanced back down at the paper in his hand.

He did need these expensive neon bulbs to fix up one of the arcade store lights the blew up. He wouldn’t have done it, if Hana Mizuki and Aiko Tanaka, the local magical girl cosplayers, hadn’t batted their pretty eyes at him.

‘You’re a sucker for a pretty face, Alex Taylor.’

He decided to explore the second level, despite the warnings. With a final glance down the hallway to make sure Jean-Luc wasn’t sneaking up on him for a prank, Alex searched for the door to the second level basement.

The building manager found it and it was not welcoming. It was an old, rusted steel door that looked like it had been installed haphazardly and there was a large padlock on it. It took him a few minutes to find which key opened it on the keyring.

Descending to the second basement, the air grew noticeably colder as he went further into the depths of the mall basement.

The second basement was a different beast altogether. The lights here were dimmer, casting long shadows that seemed to move of their own accord. Alex’s flashlight flickered, and he tightened his grip, feeling the weight of the darkness pressing in on him. The first thing he noticed was a door, its frame adorned with cobwebs and dust. It was slightly ajar, and a faint light spilled from within, a tantalizing glimpse of what lay beyond.

Swallowing his fear, Alex pushed the door open and stepped inside. The room was small, with a single light bulb swinging from the ceiling. Shelves lined the walls, stacked with supplies – expensive paper, top-of-the-line cleaning products, and even a few high-end snacks, their packaging pristine. Alex’s eyes widened in relief. He had found the supply closet quite easily.

Just as he was about to relax, a chilling breeze swept through the room, and the light bulb above him flickered violently. The silence was suddenly broken by a soft, echoing voice, like a whisper carried on the wind.

“Who’s there?” it giggled.

Alex froze. He spun around looking for the voice but could not pin it down. Was Jean-luc messing with him again? It didn’t quite sound like the fashion designer.

“Uh…just me. Getting supplies.”

“Whose me?”

“Um…”

What the hell was going on? He shifted on his feet and slowly turned around completely but saw nobody. There was no place in this walk-in closet to hide.

“I’m Alex.”

The voice responded, softer this time, the humor still in its voice. It sounded closer.

“Why are you here, Alex? What do you seek in the darkness?”

Alex’s skin crawled. He had to fight the urge to run.

“Our supplies. Like I said. And if this is you Jean-Luc, I’m going to have a long talk with you.”

“Oh, I’m not him. I’m someone else entirely.”

“Who?” Alex demanded, the anger overriding his fear.

There was no answer. The light bulb above him flickered one last time before it popped, plunging the room into darkness. Alex stood there, his flashlight beam the only source of light in the encroaching gloom. He quickly gathered the supplies he needed, his mind racing with the eerie encounter.

As he made his way back to the stairs, the basement seemed even stranger as if the shadows were slowly reaching out to him. He hurried up, every step on the stairs echoing in the stillness. When he finally reached the main floor, he felt a sense of relief wash over him. Alex’s first thought was to wait for Jean-Luc to come up so he could beat him for giving him a scare like that. After a few minutes when the strange man did not show up, the manager gave up and made his way back to his office.

Back in his office, Alex sat down, his heart still pounding. He took a deep breath, trying to shake off the unsettling experience. He had the lights he needed to replace and he also survived what was down there.

Wait. Didn’t he break the rules about talking? The manager shook his head. It didn’t matter since it was Jean-Luc messing with him. Right?

Yeah. He was going to have an extra beer tonight.

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Episode 2: War on Treats

Tags: #pemberton #comedy #shortstory

The work was never done at Pemberton Mall.

Alex Taylor sighed heavily, leaning back in his creaky office chair as he finished signing the last of the paperwork. His office in the Pemberton Mall was a tiny, cluttered space, more reminiscent of a storage closet than a managerial hub. Today’s visitor had been Hana Mizuki, a petite young woman dressed like a character from a Japanese magical girl anime. Her bright pink wig, space girl outfit, and magical star topped wand seemed hilariously out of place against the drab backdrop of his office.

“Thank you so much, Taylor-san!” Hana beamed, bouncing slightly in her chair. “The mini convention is going to be great! So many people are excited to come!”

Alex forced a smile, trying to match her enthusiasm. “Glad to hear it, Hana. I’ll make sure the empty store front is ready for your event.”

Hana’s expression shifted from joy to concern as she leaned in conspiratorially. “By the way, I heard that Lucia-Chan and Omar-san are at it again. Something about an insult to their foods?”

Alex groaned inwardly. Lucia Martinez, the eccentric owner of a gourmet cupcake shop, and Omar Aziz, the passionate proprietor of the wannabe trendy smoothie bar, had a long-standing feud that often erupted into ridiculous pranks. It seemed they had found new reasons to escalate their antics.

“Great,” Alex muttered, rubbing his temples. “Thanks for the heads up.”

As Hana skipped out of his office, her wand trailing glitter in her wake which seemed like a surprisingly authentic prop, Alex shook himself. He steeled himself for the impending chaos. He took a deep breath and headed towards the main corridor, already dreading the confrontation.

The mall, a run-down relic shaped like a double H, was home to some of the strangest store owners Alex had ever encountered. Lucia’s cupcake shop, “Cupcake Dreams,” was directly across from Omar’s smoothie bar, “Smoothie Bliss.” Their proximity only seemed to fuel their rivalry. There shop names weren't clever so why did they get into fights like this?

As Alex approached, he noticed a suspiciously placed “Free Sample” table set up between the two stores. Lucia and Omar were nowhere in sight, but the table was laden with brightly colored cupcakes. Warily, Alex reached for one of the cupcakes, a neon green monstrosity labeled “Mystery Flavor.”

*‘Well, she does like putting out free samples. Maybe we're safe.’*

The moment his fingers touched the cupcake, a hidden mechanism activated, and a cloud of glitter exploded in his face. Coughing and blinking through the sparkling haze, Alex stumbled backwards, only to trip over a strategically placed smoothie cup, splattering its contents all over his shoes.

Lucia appeared from behind her counter, giggling uncontrollably. “How do you like my glitter bomb cupcake you smooth drinking—-Oh. Mister Alex.”

Alex tried to sweep the glitter off his face and knew that he was failing at it.

Omar emerged from his smoothie bar, arms crossed and a smug smile on his face. “I can’t believe you’d think I’d fall for something so obvious as that one.”

Alex, now covered in glitter and frosting, glared at the two instigators. “Really? Can’t you two just talk things out like normal people?”

Lucia pouted, crossing her arms defensively. “He started it! He said my new avocado-lime cupcake was ‘an affront to desserts everywhere.’”

Omar rolled his eyes. “Only because you called my super kale smoothie ‘a liquid insult to taste buds.’”

Alex held up his hands, trying to placate them. “Enough! We can’t have exploding cupcakes in the middle of the mall…even if it is just glitter.”

Lucia’s eyes narrowed, and she stepped closer to Omar. “Oh, come on, Alex. He deserves it for the insults he’s given me. Oh! You should try my new bacon-maple-olive cupcake while you’re here. It’s revolutionary.”

Omar snorted. “Revolutionary? More like revolting. What you need is a ‘Harmony Smoothie’ to cleanse your palate after that disaster.”Lucia bristled. “Oh, really? Maybe I’ll cleanse your palate with my ‘Wasabi Surprise’ cupcake!”

Alex’s patience snapped. “Both of you. If I have to clean up one more mess, I’m shutting down both your stores for a week.”

Lucia and Omar fell silent, exchanging venomous glances. Alex sighed, feeling a twinge of guilt for his outburst. “Look, I get that you’re both passionate about your creations. But these pranks are getting out of hand. Can’t you find a way to coexist peacefully?”

Lucia bit her lip, her eyes still fixed on Omar. “I suppose we could try a truce. For now.”

Omar nodded, though he looked less convinced. “Fine. A truce. But if she so much as looks at my blenders wrong, all bets are off.”

Alex rubbed his forehead, feeling a headache coming on. “Just… keep it civil, okay? And clean up this mess.”

As he turned to leave, Lucia called after him. “Wait, Alex! You forgot to take a cupcake!”

Alex groaned, but he couldn’t help but smile at her persistence. “Fine, give me one of the least experimental ones.”

Lucia handed him a cupcake with a flourish. “Here you go. Vanilla bean with a hint of lavender and cayenne pepper!”

Omar offered him a smoothie in return. “And here’s a ‘Stress Buster’ smoothie. You look like you could use it.”

“What’s in it?” Alex asked suspiciously.

“It’s a new secret recipe.”

Alex accepted both offers with unease. Maybe, just maybe, he could survive another day at Pemberton Mall.

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Tags: #horror

The moment Kira stumbled upon the cave; she knew something was incredibly wrong. It took the blond-haired woman a few moments to realize that the forest had gone silent and the birds that were once singing hid among the branches. The way the wind seemed to die the moment she stepped near the jagged rock entrance sent chills up her spine. For some strange reason, the cave her eyes peered into felt ancient and unnerving, humming beneath the earth.

She had been hiking alone, a last-minute decision to clear her mind after a stressful week at work. The fact her boss hinted that she would be fired after the three day weekend did not help her mood.

“How the hell am I supposed to keep the numbers up if they keep raising the amount,” she grumbled to the trees around her.

Her friends often teased her about going off the beaten path, but Kira relished the isolation. Working at a call center, talking all the time made her want to avoid people. Solitude was a balm, a way to reconnect with herself after all the cynical noise from her customers. She hadn’t planned to stray this far. Kira was certain she had followed the trail, but when the trees thinned and the rocky outcropping appeared, the woman realized she was in a part of the forest she had never seen.

“Where am I?” Kira said looking around at the clearing she had stumbled into.

The cave beckoned her with its gaping mouth, a jagged crack in the earth that seemed to sink deeper than the eye could follow. The air spilling from it was cool, carrying a dampness that clung to her skin. Despite the growing unease crawling up her spine, Kira’s curiosity won over.

She had no flashlight, just her phone, but the battery was low. Still, the light was enough to make out the path ahead as she carefully picked her way into the cave, each step echoing in the suffocating silence. The deeper she went, the more the air changed. The crisp, natural scent of earth and moss gave way to something pungent, like stagnant water.

Kira knew she was being stupid, but something was drawing her in. An insatiable curiosity about what was at the end of the tunnel.

After what felt like an eternity of walking, she reached an expansive chamber. The walls glittered with moisture, and in the center had her frozen to the spot. A lagoon lay nestled in the middle of the cavern, its surface glowing with an ethereal, blue light. The water shimmered, casting soft reflections across the ceiling like dancing spirits. Kira stood at the edge, mesmerized. The glow seemed to pulse gently, as if the lagoon had a heartbeat of its own.

For a moment, the unease she had felt dissipated. It was beautiful—unnatural, yes, but undeniably captivating. Kira knelt, her hand hovering over the surface of the water. She wanted to touch it, to break the mirror surface but her hand did not move. Something about the way it shimmered seemed… wrong. The glow, though soft and inviting, felt like something grinning and trying not to show its teeth.

A sudden splash echoed through the cavern, sending ripples across the lagoon. Kira’s heart jumped, her gaze darting to the far side of the water. She saw nothing, just the stillness of the glowing lagoon and the jagged walls beyond. The water was undisturbed, but she had heard something hit it. The quiet wasn’t comforting anymore. An oppressive, weight wrapped around her lungs like thick fog trying to force her to the ground. She could not see it, but she knew.

Something was watching her.

Kira stood up quickly, backing away from the water’s edge. The light from her phone flickered, and she cursed under her breath. She needed to leave. Now. Desperately turning to find the path back, something in the water stirred again—this time closer.

She froze, her breath caught in her throat. Slowly, she turned her head back toward the lagoon, dread pooling in her stomach. Did she have time to run? Was it close to her? Was she about to die?

The glowing water began to churn, and from its depths, a dark shape started to rise. At first, it was nothing more than a vague shadow beneath the surface, but as it neared the top, Kira could make out more details. The figure was massive, its form serpentine, with limbs too long, too thin, stretching out like twisted branches. The glow of the water cast sickly reflections on its slimy, dark skin.

It had eyes—pale, milky orbs that seemed to bulge from its skull, locking onto her with an intensity that made her mind freeze in place. Its mouth, if that’s what it was, stretched open into a grotesque smile, filled with needle-like teeth that shimmered in the blue light.

Panic surged through Kira, every instinct screaming at her to run. She turned and bolted toward the tunnel she came through, but as her feet hit the rocky ground, the creature let out a sound—a low, giggling laugh like that of a child that echoed in the cavern, reverberating off the walls like a living thing. It was followed by a splash, and she knew without looking that it was following her.

Her phone’s light flickered again, the battery draining faster now as if the very air was sucking the life from it. The woman stumbled, her foot catching on a loose stone. She hit the ground hard, the wind knocked from her lungs. For a terrifying moment, she lay there, gasping for breath, her lungs refusing to pull in the air that she desperately craved. The sound of water sloshing and something wet dragging across the stone floor was audible now. It was slow but certain.

Legs finally started cooperating and Kira pushed herself up. She ignored the pain in her ankle and the tremble in her legs. She had to get out. She had to get out now! The tunnel felt longer than what it had been when she came in. The scared customer service agent ran, her breath ragged and her chest tight with fear. Behind her, the sounds grew louder, the wet dragging noise now accompanied by something else—something like a giggling whisper.

“Kira…Where are you, Kira?” Her name was drug out in a long sentence.

The voice was low, wet, but the tenor of a child. It slithered into her ears, making her skin crawl. The woman glanced back, just for a second, and saw the creature’s pale eyes gleaming in the darkness, peering around a turn in the tunnel, it’s one eye visible and half of a toothy smile staring at her with glee.

Terror gripped her. She pushed herself harder, her legs burning as she raced toward the cave’s entrance. The blue light of the lagoon still reflected in the tunnel behind her, casting eerie shadows on the walls. Somehow feeling as if they were reaching for her itself. Kira could feel the creature’s breath—cold and damp—on the back of her neck as it closed.

Then, just as the darkness around her seemed ready to swallow her whole, Kira saw a faint glimmer of daylight ahead. Sprinting the last few yards, she threw herself out, rolled and faced the entrance terror filling her wondering if it had leapt out after her.

The entrance was dark and still, the lagoon and the creature hidden dep within the earth. But she knew it was still there, lurking, watching. The whisper echoed in her mind again.

“Kira…”

“Screw you,” she hissed back.

She sat on the forest floor, trembling, her breath still shallow. Her pulse pounded in her ears, and the sunlight shone on top of her. It was still daylight and she had time to get back to the car.

She couldn’t stay there, that was for sure. Gritting her teeth, Kira pulled herself to her feet, wincing as her weight shifted onto her injured leg. She needed to get far away from the cave. No more curiosity. No more exploring. Just survival.

As she limped through the forest, the trees around her seemed ominously still, as if the very world was holding its breath. She kept glancing back over her shoulder, half expecting to see those pale, bulging eyes staring at her from the shadows between the trees. But nothing followed her.

After a few minutes, Kira finally reached the familiar trailhead that marked the beginning of the hiking path. Relief washed over her. She knew her car was just a few more minutes awake but her ankle was screaming louder every step of the way.

Kira’s phone was nearly dead now, but she tapped the screen to check for a signal. Nothing. No bars.

“Shit,” She cursed under her breath, scanning the forest for any sign of other hikers, but she was alone. The growing dusk stretched the shadows longer, the daylight fading fast.

“Just keep moving,” she muttered to herself. “You’ll be fine once you get back to the car.”

As she hobbled along the path, a gnawing thought surfaced in her mind. The whisper. That thing in the cave had said her name. It knew who she was. How? A chill rippled down her spine as her mind raced through the possibilities. Maybe she had imagined it. Maybe her terror had twisted the sounds into something she could comprehend. But no matter how much she tried to reason with herself, the whisper had felt real. Too real.

The sun dipped below the horizon as she reached the edge of the parking lot. Her car sat where she had left it, the only vehicle in sight. She fumbled with her keys, her hands shaking as she unlocked the door and collapsed into the driver’s seat. Shutting the door with a slam, she exhaled a shaky breath, locking all the doors before slumping back against the headrest.

For a moment, Kira sat in the stillness of the car, her mind racing, replaying the events in the cave over and over. The creature, the glowing water, that voice—none of it made sense. It felt like a nightmare, but she knew it had been real. Her ankle’s sharp pain was proof enough.

With trembling fingers, she started the car. The engine’s rumble was a comforting reminder of normalcy, something familiar during everything she couldn’t explain. She put the car into gear, ready to speed down the narrow forest road and never look back.

As the tires crunched over gravel and dirt, Kira glanced into her rear view mirror. The entrance to the hiking trail slowly disappeared, swallowed by the thickening night.

Home. All she wanted to do was go home. She glanced in the rear view mirror and something caught her eye. Just barely visible in the dim twilight, she saw a faint glow. A soft, blue light shining through the trees. Her breath hitched, and she forced herself to focus on the road ahead. It was just her imagination. She was exhausted, shaken, her mind playing tricks on her. The highway was only a mile more.

The further she drove, the more her panic began to settle. The radio buzzed faintly as she turned it on, hoping the music would drown out her thoughts. But the signal was weak, crackling with static. She twisted the dial, trying to find a clear station, but all she got was more hissing and buzzing.

“Kira…Where are you going? I want to play with you.”

She jerked the wheel, her heart slamming against her ribs as the whisper sounded by her ear. She looked in the mirror and saw no one in the back seat. The car swerved slightly before she regained control, her eyes wide and her hands gripping the steering wheel tight.

“No, no, no, no!” Kira whimpered.

The road stretched out before her, endless and dark, the trees pressing in from either side. She pressed her foot harder on the gas, the car speeding up as the headlights carved a narrow path through the night. Her heart pounded in her ears, drowning out every rational thought. She had to get out of there—get as far away from the forest, from the cave, from “It”.

But as the car sped down the winding road, the blue glow appeared again, flickering in the distance through the trees. It was following her. No matter how fast she went, no matter how far she tried to drive, the light was always there, faint but persistent.

“Come on, Kira. Let me play. I want to feel your sinew strain as we dance to Sarnithis’ song. Listen to the song your voice makes as we dig into your nerves.”

The whispers were coming from every direction now. It seeped into her mind, cold and wet, wrapping around her thoughts like the touch of something long buried in the depths. She slammed her hands over her ears, trying to block it out, but the voice only grew louder.

It was only in that instant before the crash that Kira realized that she had taken her hands off the wheel. The vehicle careened off the road and into the gully. The crunch of the brush and thud of hitting a stump silencing everything.

Dazed, she tried to force the door open and after a few pushes it popped open. Kira fell to her face and tried to force herself to stand. It was only now that she realized the blue light was around her that reality came rushing back. She had left the safety of the car!

Kira could not run, wet, sticky incredibly long fingers slid over her scalp from behind and she let out a cry as the sharp claws dug into her forehead to hold her. The woman felt herself being lifted off the ground so that her legs were dangling a good two feet from the forest floor. The searing pain swept through Kira’s lower back as the impossibly sharp claw pushed through her skin and nicked her spinal column causing her legs to go limp and useless.

“There, there, Kira,” it giggled in her ear, its breath smelling like rotting fish and earth. “Don’t fight it. I look forward to giving you the privilege of being twisted into perfection for Sarnithis. He enjoys such beauties as you.”

She did not know if it was the pain or something about the creature who was dragging her to a torturous fate, but she could see in her mind, the following morning where the wardens would find her car miraculously back to where it had been, undamaged and the keys sitting on the cushion. They would look for her. For two weeks nobody would find her. They would even search around the cave but never see it, but it did not matter, she would have had her limbs and bones snapped and re-arranged into something beautiful for ‘it who breaks the veil’.

One thing was for certain. No one would see Kira again.

(C) 2024 by Jonathan Snyder. All Rights Reserved.

© Jonathan Snyder. All Rights Reserved.

Tags: #politics #essay

Fury. It's that ice cold feeling in the pit of your stomach that elicits no emotion and just simmers there? Yeah, that's how I have been for the last few days and the decision of the U.S. Supreme Court has made it even worse. Spoiler warning, I have nothing hopeful to say in this post. This authoritarian roller coaster is just getting started and there's no getting off. So, what has the response been since the courts decided to set us up for a dictator and a king?

Since the United States Supreme Court has declared Presidents are immune to official acts (and only lower courts can decide what is or is not an official act. They provided zero criteria), there have been steps to try to fix this but it is only theater and desk pounding that's going on.

Rep. Joe Morelle (D-N.Y.) says he's going to introduce a Constitutional amendment1. It's dead on arrival. You need 75% of the states to ratify an amendment which means you can't lose more than 13 states. There are 21 solid red states per 2022 election3. Even if they do pass it, who says the Supreme Court can't just declare the amendment unconstitutional? Rules? They're not following them now. Why would they later?

AOC says she's going to submit Articles of Impeachment2 on the justices. That's also dead on arrival because the Dems don't have the stomach to do it cause “it'll look political” and with the tenuous hold on the Senate with a chance of losing it, it ain't going to go anywhere. They want to pretend it's still the 90s where everyone was still pretending to have integrity.

I have had friends ask me when I think that it all truly began to go down hill (as we have flirted with authoritarianism and fascism for years. Think back to McCarthyism and the backlash to the 60s Civil Rights movement).

It really started to go down hill with 9/11 and when the Patriot Act was passed. It was the first glimpse of the direction we were going. The Patriot Act was sold as a temporary thing that was supposed to help us stop terrorists from striking at us again but has continually been renewed for twenty-three years. It was sold as a patriotic law but had stripped freedoms from Americans5. For example:

  1. Roving Wiretaps: Allows surveillance on individuals without specifying the device or location being tapped, meaning a single warrant can cover multiple devices and locations.

  2. Sneak & Peek Warrants: The Act allows law enforcement to conduct searches without immediately informing the target of the search. These “sneak and peek” warrants mean individuals may not know their property has been searched until much later, potentially compromising their ability to contest the search.

  3. Mandatory Detention: Non-citizens can be detained without charge for extended periods if they are deemed a threat to national security.

From there, we have slowly descended into a government that goes behind our backs to get information and uses mega-corps to do their bidding.

It was 2016 when the facade fell off and the christo-fascist regime attacked our capital and attempted to stop the peaceful transfer of power believing that their lie that the 2020 election was stolen would cover them.

Many of them were found guilty of crimes around January 6th insurrection and even their leader Donald Trump was found guilty for Campaign Finance violations.

But they already had a plan for that. They had the scum bag McConnel block the appointment of an Obama supreme court judge by saying: “The American people should have a voice in the selection of their next Supreme Court Justice. Therefore, this vacancy should not be filled until we have a new president.”6 and even Lindsey Graham went and said: “I want you to use my words against me. If there’s a Republican president in 2016 and a vacancy occurs in the last year of the first term, you can say Lindsey Graham said let’s let the next president, whoever it might be, make that nomination.”6

What happened when there were two seats come open in Donald Trump's term. Both senators pushed through two extremely conservative (and questionable) candidates in the last year of Trump's presidency. Building a conservative court to do their bidding. When challenged on it McConnel's response was “In the last midterm election before Justice Scalia’s death in 2016, Americans elected a Republican Senate majority because we pledged to check and balance the last days of a lame-duck president’s second term, We kept our promise. Since the 1880s, no Senate has confirmed an opposite-party president’s Supreme Court nominee in a presidential election year.”7

In short...it's important to have the public choose when you're not the party in power but if you're the party in power, it's okay to continue and appoint someone without the public having a say.

Since the court has swung hard right they have.

  • Raised the bar so that the Justice Department can't use Obstruction charges against the insurrectionists 8

  • Declare Presidential immunity for President official acts which now throw his conviction in state court into contention4

And I'm not even getting into Justice Thomas' wife being an insurrectionist who helped plan out some parts of the insurrection.

I have heard many say that we are at a crossroads this election but they are wrong. That crossroad was 2016 and we are now well along our way towards a faux democracy run by christian fascists who think their beliefs in God outweigh any other sort of consideration and we need to bow to them for guidance.

I have no hope to share right now. I've studied history long enough to see where this is going and like a train wreck, there's no stopping it. Even if Biden is elected president, each and every election cycle will be Christian fascists trying to take win so that they can force their beliefs down our throat.

If anything, I think Justice Jackson phrased it the best in her dissent to the majority opinion. She said: “The majority of my colleagues seems to have put their trust in our Court’s ability to prevent Presidents from becoming Kings through case-by-case application of the indeterminate standards of their new Presidential accountability paradigm. I fear that they are wrong. But, for all our sakes, I hope that they are right.”3

References

1 Nazzaro, M. (2024, July 2). New York DEM will introduce amendment to reverse Supreme Court immunity ruling. The Hill. https://thehill.com/homenews/house/4750735-joe-morelle-amendment-supreme-court-immunity-ruling/mlite/?nxs-test=mlite

2 Lillis, M. (2024, July 2). Ocasio-Cortez vows to file impeachment articles against Supreme Court justices. The Hill. https://thehill.com/homenews/house/4750034-ocasio-cortez-impeachment-articles-supreme-court-justices-trump-immunity/?nxs-test=mobile

3 Wikimedia Foundation. (2004, November 4). Red States and Blue States. Wikipedia. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Red_states_and_blue_states Last edit was 18 June 2024

4 Trump v. United States, 23-939, slip op. at 118-119 (Supreme Court of the United States). Retrieved from https://www.supremecourt.gov/opinions/23pdf/23-939_e2pg.pdf

5 Johnson, C. (2011, October 26). As it turns 10, patriot act remains controversial. NPR. https://www.npr.org/2011/10/26/141699537/as-it-turns-10-patriot-act-remains-controversial

6 Silverstein, J. (2020, September 19). Here’s what Mitch McConnell said about not filing a Supreme Court vacancy in an election year. https://www.cbsnews.com/news/mitch-mcconnell-supreme-court-vacancy-election-year-senate/

7 Louis Jacobson, K. S., & Jacobson, L. (2020, September 22). Flip-O-meter: McConnell’s reversal on Supreme Court nominees. @politifact. https://www.politifact.com/factchecks/2020/sep/22/mitch-mcconnell/mitch-mcconnell-flip-flops-considering-supreme-cou/

8 Kruzel, J. (2024, June 29). US Supreme Court raises bar for obstruction charge against Trump, Jan. 6 rioters | reuters. Reueters. https://www.reuters.com/legal/us-supreme-court-boosts-jan-6-rioters-bid-challenge-obstruction-charge-2024-06-28/

9 Davies, D. (2022, January 27). How Ginni Thomas, wife of justice Clarence Thomas, influences the Supreme Court. NPR. https://www.npr.org/2022/01/27/1076097533/how-ginni-thomas-wife-of-justice-clarence-thomas-influences-the-supreme-court

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Tags: #politics #essay

As a writer, I have written a lot of things in my life, and honestly, the thing I hate to write about the most is #politics. I mean, I have always enjoyed the concept of how government works and the application of good faith discussions on what is best for the American people among their elected officials.

I hate to say it, but that time is gone. It died in 2016 when The #republican party decided to sell what was left of its soul to the proverbial devil to maintain what little power they had left over the American psyche.

In this article, I'm going to explain why that is and how we are aiming to become a country where we are a #republic in name.

Cultural Shift & Falling Behind

It started in the 1960s and has been going steadily since then. The American public has been shifting away from the old-style conservatism that is white people being in charge of things. Anyone who takes an honest look at history can see that the United States has always tried to oppress the minority even with high-sounding morals.

Since then, the citizens of the United States have become more inclusive, respectful, and open to new ideas and thoughts that were once considered taboo and evil.

LGBTQIA+ recognition, the inclusion of Black and people of color in voting, the idea that maybe we should help each other rather than being selfish.

This all came to a head with the election of President Obama and the passage of the Affordable Care Act. We were on our way to becoming a country where people of all races, creeds, and colors had a chance at pursuing their happiness.

That came to an end with the election of Donald Trump and the desperate screams of the theocrats whose power had almost dwindled to nothing.

Conservatism in the USA Is Dying

This is a bold statement to make, but there is evidence to prove it. Every election cycle, voters are choosing more progressive candidates to represent them in government. The old white conservative platforms are losing their voters through death or attrition, and the GOP cannot find good arguments to convince the next generation to join them.

There are now more independents in the United States than in a long time. More people are choosing not to be aligned with a specific denomination or religion and are expecting more from their candidates.

These are things that the GOP cannot comprehend or combat against. The basic conservative ideals of male and white superiority no longer hold purchase with the majority of the next generations.

Instead of trying to change their ideals and win voters back to their side, the Republicans and their theocratic leaders have decided it is better to start cheating and stacking things in their favor. They believe it is now time to do everything in their power to remain in positions of authority and force their minority-supported beliefs on the rest of the country.

Do not be fooled: the majority of conservatives' beliefs are not supported by the general public in the United States.

Why do they do this? Why do they think that taking away the people's power and calling for the end of democracy is the correct choice? It's simple in their minds: moral superiority.

The Insidious Disease of Moral Superiority

The Republican leaders and those who support them have come to the conclusion that their beliefs on the Bible and their take on Christianity are the correct choice, and that it is their job to spread that belief to the country, even if their actions are morally questionable or downright illegal. Because they believe that their belief is right, it excuses any and all actions that they take.

It was summed up perfectly by Jack Posobiec at #CPAC in his opening speech: “Welcome to the end of democracy. We are here to overthrow it completely. We didn’t get all the way there on Jan. 6, but we will endeavor to get rid of it and replace it with this right here (Makes fist like a half-hearted Nazi salute).”

They have lost the public vote, confidence, and support, so they have decided that because they are right and the rest of the country is wrong, the only way to ensure that we behave the way they want is for democracy to end and autocratic rule to take over.

They are simply saying: “You all are wrong, so you shouldn't have a say. Just do what we tell you to do.”

There is no way to fight against an insidious belief like this, as logic and reason do not work. They are in a cult and are fanatics who believe they are right and that their will must be established in this country at all costs.

Is It Over for the USA?

Not yet, but we are getting close. The blame cannot be laid just at the feet of the religious fanatics like Jack Posobiec, Mike Johnson, and others.

Their actions are supported by politicians who will do and say whatever it takes just to stay in power. No, they don't believe what the #MAGA right is saying, but it's what they feel they need to do to stay in power or to stay relevant.

All the actions of these people are funded by millionaires and billionaires for one simple reason: greed. If inclusivity continued the way it was going, the writing was on the wall that they would, at minimum, be made to pay a fair tax, or at maximum, find their ill-gotten gains taken from them and used to help the people of this country improve.

To invoke Godwin's Law, look at Hitler's rise to power. He was fully backed by the religious and the industrialists. They only turned on him when the war was lost, but by then, it was too late.

We Are in a Precarious Time

We are now at a time where people who are open Nazis are mingling with members of the GOP, where foreign intelligence agents are helping members of the US government subvert the upcoming election and sow enough discord and mistrust that they can declare the election rigged.

January 6th failed because they didn't have popular support. They're not going to make that mistake a second time.

So, I call upon any #republican, #democrat, and #independent to look at the state of things and vote to stop it. I'm not asking anyone to give up on specific beliefs, but to unite and understand that we're facing a time where people who are supposed to be our elected leaders are trying their best to stay in power and make us do what they want us to do.

Let's vote together to get every single Nazi and sympathizer, every religious zealot who thinks what they believe God told them is more important than their fellow man.

Let's get rid of them and return to a time where we worked together in good faith and helped our country grow strong.

The only other option is the loss of our fundamental freedoms and the rollback of our rights, just as we saw happen in Russia, Hungary, and Poland.

We are the only ones who can stop it. If we don't, then when everyone inevitably wakes up, it'll be too late.

The dictators are here, and we're holding the door wide open for them. ```

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